‪this too is also kind of like sex sdfghkjhkl‬

‪oooooh these trains have a really, really slim mirror (just a metal strip) separating the toilet doors, and because of how the space bulges inward, you are forced into proximity with it, so close that the slices of your reflection have no overlap, your eye focus is forcibly split‬

i don't have a better word for that than trippy. i am having such a good time rn

‪there is wonder everywhere for those with the eyes to see it. if you are open to experience it will find you wherever you may be‬

‪that's part of what i meant when i wrote https://hikari.noyu.me/blog/2023-11-26-this-world-is-beautiful-and-we-must-protect-it.html‬

‪how did i become like this. how?‬

‪i think the pandemic may have been one of those events that, if it doesn't kill you, it drives you insane, and maybe that's what happened to me, but in a good way‬

‪sitting in a seat and staring out the normal window is meditative in its own way. the constant noise and rumble, the reflection in the reflection, the chromatic aberration. this will make me a shoegazer yet‬

‪there is something in this i could make something great with but it would need 3d art skills i do not have… yet?‬