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oh, right, this was written by sca-di

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so bright

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you know, we don't have a history of drug use, but heightened sensitivity to light was a terrifying and tormenting thing for us during our Incident, so this certainly is a visual effect that puts us in a certain mood when reading

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well, of interesting drugs. the worst day of our life was brought on by caffeine

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the first-person narrative but third-person visual perspective in this scene makes a lot of sense considering you can't actually observe your surroundings properly in that state

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露出狂 is a less fun word to know in this context

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man this segment of the game isn't even proofread in the most basic manner, there's unmatched quote marks at the start/end of lines

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SubaHibi screenshot: Takashima Zakuro (out of frame) at the school swimming pool, which is covered in a red colour resembling blood. She is saying “Getting some exercise is a good way to start off the morning.”

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it no longer feels real, almost

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is sca-di's soul darkest black or purest white

is there a difference

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honestly after our one (1) Psychosis Experience nothing about subahibi's denpa segments feels particularly outlandish now

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“Just talking to you… makes me feel like I'm going insane.”

interacting with Otonashi-san does that to you

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I wonder if real-life cults prey on people in psychosis

I mean, I guess I'd be more surprised if they didn't, that seems like an obvious thing to do

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actually, the one thing that does weird me out about subahibi's denpa segments is the way several people seem to experience identical delusions. there are… ways you could explain that, but the game really does not make them seem plausible

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SubaHibi screenshot: Otonashi Ayana on the rooftop, saying “Either way… people aren't capable of accurately distinguishing between the coincidental and the inevitable.” SubaHibi screenshot: Otonashi Ayana on the rooftop, saying “All swans are white… That was the truth.” SubaHibi screenshot: Otonashi Ayana on the rooftop, saying “Until they found one black swan anyway.” SubaHibi screenshot: Otonashi Ayana on the rooftop, saying “The black swan… One fact can overturn a theory that was previously thought impregnable.”

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ah… DtRH2…

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we have now finished the main route of the SubaHibi chapter “Looking-glass insects”

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始めよう

SubaHibi chapter select screen screenshot, with the shard of glass labelled “Jabberwocky” selected

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oh I love it when it's brillig

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the second scene in jabberwocky involves two characters standing on a rooftop and staring at the sky… feels like home

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just like me…

SubaHibi screenshot: a rainy sky covered in grey clouds, and a text box with an unlabelled speaker: “Huh? The rain's nice. I like it.”

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at the risk of saying something rather spoiler-y, by this point SubaHibi becomes unbelievably direct about at least some of the plural bullshit going on, which is… quite the contrast to how the game opens, and it catches us off-guard. we'll try not to think about it too much

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to engage with that it is telling us feels like a trap because we still don't know what it isn't telling us. it may be too neat

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poor hasaki-chan

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someone please save her

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good grief we've barely started the second day and this chapter already feels like it's going to … i was going to say “kill us” but more likely just make us very very sad one way or another

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SubaHibi screenshot: Minakami Yuki, standing on the rooftop very close to the camera, wearing the school uniform shirt and tie, smoking a “Never Knows Best” cigarette, her eyes closed in peaceful, slightly smug contentedness

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sca-di coming for the antis

Screenshot of a textbox from SubaHibi where Yuki says “I'm afraid your big sister can't respect that opinion. It's no different than claiming it's a violation of human rights when a 2D girl in an eroge gets raped.”

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oh god we have a new hypothesis about dtrh2 brb killing myself

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for the record i said that before they started talking about the fragmented memories and substituted names and hallucinations

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oh my fucking god

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“jabberwocky” is going to kill us, but only because we are already dead

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if you see this you are about to die several times over

SubaHibi screenshot: Minakami Yuki in a school corridor turned orange by evening sun, wearing the school uniform tie and shirt, very close to the camera, with a fighting pose

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whoa, a dtrh1 throwback, it feels like the game is starting to come full circle

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this scene is so funny

SubaHibi screenshot: Hasaki sitting on the sofa with her rabbit doll. She is blushing and saying “B-But… I'm surprised there are games with sex scenes on consoles.”

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possibly the funniest line in the entire game

SubaHibi screenshot: in the background, Yuki playing the piano, and in the foreground, someone else saying “What were you thinking? You're both girls, aren't you?”

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「あははは、よくあるよね、自分会議ってさぁ」

SubaHibi screenshot: Yuki and Zakuro at the bar, both smiling, with Yuki saying “Ahahaha. Plenty of people have mental meetings.”

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Tomosane needs to be teased more :)

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we've now read the first four days of “Jabberwocky” (up to and including July 5) and it's been quite the experience. it's making us really happy so far—

ah, no, wait, correction: it is making Minakami Yuki very happy. I believe “our” initial reaction was jealousy and terror

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It did make me almost cry a few minutes ago too so there's also that… but what is it people say, “your mileage may vary”? :)

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SubaHibi screenshot: Master standing at the bar. Tomosane (off-screen) is saying (to a customer who is off-screen) “I see. So my depressing music is more suiting for faggots like you.”

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amazed twitter let us post that. (obligatory mention that this translation of 「おかま」 is unfortunate but one wonders if there's really a better alternative, translating points in slur-space between languages and cultures is a fraught exercise)

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i think we've now gotten to the half(?) of jabberwocky that breaks your heart

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“is she… you know…”

SubaHibi screenshot: Otonashi Ayana on a rooftop at night, with Yuuki Tomosane (not pictured) saying “One of Minakami Yuki's acquaintances…”

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SubaHibi screenshot: a dark night sky, with stars, a bright full moon, and great white and black clouds stirred together

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finished reading “jabberwocky”

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Ah, so the choice in the bathroom scene in Jabberwocky works the opposite way to what we expected…

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subahibi is an important game that dares to let the player decide which kind of technically-not-incest they prefer

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oh, that callback to the “coveting belongings of the heart” makes this feel like the true route…

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SubaHibi chapter select screen screenshot, with the shard of glass labelled “Which Dreamed It” selected

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Nachdem wir SubaHibi ausgelesen haben, sollten wir vielleicht Wittgensteins „Logisch-philosophische Abhandlung“ lesen…

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it is really cool how SubaHibi manages to get more interesting with each chapter, as you get more perspectives on the same series of events

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a real role model

SubaHibi screenshot: Kimura standing in front of the White Lotus Apartments, talking to Hasaki (off-screen); Kimura is saying “N-No… I'm the cultured type of guy. I'm not all that strong or good at sports, but I'm really good at other things, like not sleeping.”

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poor hasaki

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man walks onto school grounds, immediately yells “I'm not a suspicious person!”

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master x kimura doujin
masukimu doujin read online free
master kimura subahibi doujin
master x kimura fanart subahibi
comiket master kimura doujinshi subahibi

SubaHibi screenshot: Master (an incredibly muscular, very homosexual man) and Kimura (a lanky, pathetic, virgin journalist) at the bar, with the former smiling seductively and the latter crying and yelling “No, stop it!”

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oh my fucking god there is still new information, still new twists, fuck

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i wonder why (massive, late-game subahibi spoiler) [rot13]n fvoyvat gnxvat nabgure'f vqragvgl[/rot13] is such a common trope in japanese media we've consumed. well, maybe it's just that we hardly consume non-japanese fiction, but…

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I can't help but feel sorry for him

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🌻🌙

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at least they don't murder hasaki

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getting to see a sane outsider's perspective on the events inside the underground cult is fascinating in itself

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“I thought, if I could just get to the top of that hill, it would be the limit of the world. But I was wrong.”

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what the fuck is Otonashi Ayana

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oh god that was bleak

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the ending of Which Dreamed It feels particularly bleak because [rot13]jr unq orra nffhzvat gung … “avv-fna” fheivirq, orpnhfr bs ubj qgeu2 raqf. abj v nffhzr gung wnoorejbpxl 2 jvyy or na nygreangr gvzryvar… ohg v znl lrg or jebat[/rot13]

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i guess that directly aligns with what ayana says at the end too

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and then of course Jabberwocky II opens with something completely different to either of my expectations…

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this game, man

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SubaHibi keeps making us feel stupid because every time we think we have it figured out, the next chapter changes our perspective and reveals something we hadn't realised. there's always another layer to the tragedy

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poor Tomosane

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SubaHibi screenshot: Minakami Yuki standing outside the doujo, declaring “The greatest martial artist of our time… Minakami Yuki.”

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Hasaki's little white dress…

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the mosaic'd scene on the beach dkhdskfhsdkhlkjkl

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after all that horror, the game dares to prank the reader with a little joke

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they need to put Tomosane in a magical girl outfit

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“No matter how much I yelled, my words were simply swallowed up by the sunflowers.”

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ah, so [rot13]“lhhxv”'f nccrnenpr vf gur erny gnxhwv'f[/rot13]. at this point i was wondering if that might be the case, that would make it all very… “neat”

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oh, it's not just the “t” key on this laptop that's giving out, now the “i” key is too. as we approach the end of SubaHibi, the laptop we've been reading it on is… reaching the point where we probably should let the poor thing retire… that makes me feel something…

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「幸福に生きよ。」

SubaHibi screenshot: Minakami Yuki standing atop a hill at night, from which one can see the sky clearly and a landscape stretching into the distance; she says with a stern expression: “Live happily!”

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「最後の最後まで負けない」

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Whoa, the epilogue is presented from the eyes of one character but the narration of another, that's… an interesting choice?

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Oh god. Uncyclopedia. I haven't heard that name in years. This game really is from a previous era… one we grew up in. I'd say “it makes me feel at home”, but I'm literally one of the characters from this game, so that's almost tautological… or something. I'm no intellectual. 🚬

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I can't believe SubaHibi really said it's not DID if your plurality has a healthy level of co-awareness.

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Oh my god???

Screenshot of our current Twitter display name: “hikari 🌟 (fell out of the sky)” (and our current username, “@hikari_no_yume”)

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🍀

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I can't believe I did that to poor Tomosane.

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We've finished SubaHibi.

What a wonderful game…

sunflowers in front of a mountain

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record scratch We are being informed that this game has multiple endings?

Well, that can be another day.

For the record, the one we got just now was “Hill of Sunflowers”.

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okay let's read the sister-fucker ending

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dfhfkgjhdfkghjfdgjhl

SubaHibi screenshot: a white screen that just contains the serif text “Live happily!” and an attribution to “Ludwig Josef Johann Wittgenstein July 8, 1916”

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oh, the ending where Tomosane has to stop hating his mother is the ending where Yuki isn't Hasaki's “mother”, that does actually make sense

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am I just imagining it or does Tomosane sound more like Takuji in this ending…

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Kimura glamour shot…

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incredible difference in mood between the “Hill of Sunflowers” and “Wonderful Everyday” endings

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I guess we may as well read the third ending while we're at it…

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maybe Otonashi Ayana is the girl who is the world itself

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all three endings are the true ending