‪damn i “forgot” to include all the other things i claim to care about but maybe that's actually refreshing. there's such a long list of things i want to do but for once i'm not putting all those on here because i… only have so much time, and all of these are… achievable‬

‪hmm i think for my own sake i need to do Something with 3d worlds and put more effort into japanese study too, but i'm wary of making those goals considering past experiences. i need to ease myself back into both, i have an idea for the latter…‬

‪“gpu programmer” in my twitter/website bio is a kind of bitter compromise description that i can't elaborate on publicly, aaaaa‬