i think i've had some other attempts at blogpostifying threads, but never published them? that's my gut feeling. once removed from the original context, the clear rhythm is lost and the shifts in mood no longer work properly, you'd need to add extra text to glue things together

my magnum opus currently when it comes to “writing stuff” is that “the algorithm is killing twitter and it's driving me insane” post. that was very special because i somehow spent like half of an entire waking day in some anger-fuelled flow state, and that was a miracle

that was magic because

• i approached it like writing a thread, but realised it would be way too long to make an actual thread, and somehow channeled the same voice into a blogpost
• my thoughts were surprisingly baked already
• i maintained a coherent vision
• no interruptions

picking up where you left off is difficult for stuff with an emotional thrust, and that's the only stuff i actually want to write about in my free time. i save Serious Writing for my job, you know. i have no idea how “real” writers do it. do they have a writer tulpa? (not joking)

oh so that's one of the reasons why i struggle with long-form writing of the kind that i would put on my blog, huh. i only write about things with an emotional through-line and maintaining that emotional continuity between writing sessions is very, very hard

i do have some other, pretty bad problems with long-form writing, though i'm starting to notice i may be having them less lately, which is nice. but if i assume those problems don't affect me so much: i could definitely write a long, very boring article. but that's no fun

this is something so obvious and such a frequent theme at this point that it must be cliché, but basically, i only want to write blogposts about “dreams”. if a blogpost does not sell you on a certain “dream” then it's not suitable for my personal blog. that's how i am

and you know, a “dream” is a very emotional thing. a very romantic thing. i am a romantic person. i hope you have noticed!