‪i think something that genuinely would kind of destroy me would be if i met someone who literally has no trauma whatsoever. if i talked to someone enough, got so close to them emotionally, could dive so deep into their inner world, and didn't find any hurt there, at all.‬

‪i simply assume such a person does not exist. even if my own struggles may be orders of magnitude less than for others, that doesn't make me free of them. the idea of a human being who has not suffered in any way is possibly the most terrifying thing. because they are a monster‬