is this enough. do i have to grind for a bit or should i do the things that really feel urgent now and worry about money later. i really shouldn't do that, right…

i know, trying to make changing the world your problem is a good way to burn yourself out, and yet, and yet

• job
• computer creative projects (changing the world)
• non-computer creative projects (expressing the soul)
• independent means of sustaining oneself

something's got to give, right

i'll… i'll wait a few months, okay