i shouldn't post about this because talking about your projects makes you less likely to finish them, but: ahhhhh i am writing an extremely big blog post rn and i'm so excited for it. i really hope i'll finish it but for once i actually feel confident in saying i will

‪i have such confidence i'll finish because i'm so excited about it. i have a passion for the topic that makes me, for once, not feel like writing it is a chore. it's rather something i have to get out of my system, instead. ‬

‪anyway it's a post about the most… me thing possible. it is about art, it is about technology, it is about my view on the world, it is about something i find truly precious and remarkable in a cynical world, it is filled with my soul… and is something that deeply interests me‬

‪when i'm posting on my blog or Twitter or whatever, i have this problem that, even if i am deeply interested in something, without art, a topic does not speak to my heart. i have a lot of technical knowledge and interests but writing about them on their own does not feel good‬

‪i uhh (pretend this isn't Swenglish,,) burn for the topic i am currently writing about because it's not just technology which can be related to art, but one that's inseparable from it; it's art i am a participant in; and i have far deeper knowledge of it than a typical blog topic‬

‪anyway, please look forward to it 🙏‬

‪i should clarify that i do actually enjoy writing about non-artistic technical subjects and when i've written something large and detailed and helpful at work, i've been very happy for it, the problem only comes when it's trying to embody my personality, like my twitter/blog/etc‬

‪wait maybe in the future people will follow me because i express earnest enthusiasm and curiosity about the intersection of art and technology. maybe in the future this will actually be my brand??? i…‬